After losing my son, my entire world was shattered. I found myself consumed by darkness and overwhelming pain. Burdened by the expectations of traditional manhood, I wasn’t equipped to talk about or express my emotions. I suppressed so much that I became a ticking time bomb, leading to mental health crises and suicidal thoughts. The pain grew unbearable, and I reached a point where I wanted to escape it all.

Confronting these thoughts and emotions left me with no choice but to find a way through them. I knew I wanted to live, but I had no idea how to deal with the pain. So, I made a pact with myself: if tomorrow feels the same, I’ll give myself permission to leave, but today… today, I must do everything in my power to change how I feel and process my emotions in a healthy way.

Chasing Tomorrow is my personal journey of healing through holistic practices and science, confronting grief, trauma, and the profound loss of a child. It has become my mantra, a way to fight depression and anxiety and reclaim my life.